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VERZERRT USED TO BE AN IDEA OF A CREATIVE COLLECTIVE BUT AFTER A WHILE I REALISED THAT IT WAS TOO UNREALISTIC TO BE ACTUALLY PUT INTO ACTION.
IN THE END I WAS KINDA IN A RUT AND DIDN'T HAVE A LOT OF ARTISTIC OUTPUT. I EVEN WANTED TO QUIT CREATIVE WORK ALTOGETHER...
FORTUNATELY ENOUGH MY MIND COULD NOT BEFRIEND THE IDEA OF GIVING UP AND I MANAGED TO OVERCOME MY PROBLEMS BY REALISING THAT I PUT MYSELF UNDER WAY TOO MUCH PRESSURE BY TRYING TO DO SOMETHING "BIG" AND "IMPORTANT".
I DON'T WANT TO GIVE UP THE IDEA OF STARTING A CREATIVE COLLECTIVE. BUT I KNOW THAT IN ORDER TO DO
THAT I NEED TO DO TWO THINGS FIRST:
1. START HAVING FUN AGAIN WHILE DOING PROJECTS.
2. I NEED TO FIND A PURPOSE FOR WHAT I AM DOING IT, SO I CAN STAY MOTIVATED TO KEEP CREATING.
(YOU COULD ARGUE THAT "HAVING FUN" IS PURPOSE ENOUGH. AND YOU ARE GOD DAMN RIGHT. BUT I HAVE THE FEELING THAT THERE MIGHT BE A PURPOSE BIGGER THAN THAT.)
I WILL DO AND UPLOAD SOME SOLO PROJECTS TO SHARPEN MY SKILLS FOR A WHILE. UNTIL I THINK THAT I AM READY FOR MORE, ANY PLANS FOR THE CREATIVE COLLECTIVE WILL BE SET ON PAUSE.
(P.S: SORRY FOR TWO MEMBERS THAT ALREADY JOINED AND ARE WAITING FOR A LONG TIME FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN.)
WRITTEN BY CONG ON MARCH 8, 2026